The Nightmare of Borderline Personality Disorder and Narcissism

INTRODUCTIONI have been watching the Johnny Depp / Amber Heard trial in its entirety, live as it streams. It’s a horrifying thing to watch, from my perspective, and you’ll learn why after reading this. There were two incidents in particular that triggered panick in my gut that I hadn’t felt since 1998. I’m going toContinue reading “The Nightmare of Borderline Personality Disorder and Narcissism”

The Aggressive Quest for Peace

Yes, I decided to attempt a long form entry on my phone. Let’s see how this ends up. INTRODUCTION There are many things that get in the way of peace. For some, there are more obstacles than there are for others. As an Autistic adult, my Autism can get in the way. My Autism alsoContinue reading “The Aggressive Quest for Peace”

Perception of Reality

INTRODUCTIONI do not know what to call this thing that I will be talking about. When I try to look it up, I find things like derealization with anxiety, and that’s most definitely NOT the case with today’s story. That leads me to the disclaimer: This is not a story of mental distress. Rather, itContinue reading “Perception of Reality”

Connection Criteria

INTRODUCTIONSA part of me wants to avoid human connections at all cost, save for the ones that I have already. They’re not toxic or dangerous. Gaining these friends was no small feat, as it required me to go through a sea of horrific people. On average, I gained one genuine friend every decade. Based onContinue reading “Connection Criteria”

11 Days to 2022: I Have No Holiday Spirit

I got my Moderna booster on Friday. It takes two weeks to be “fully covered.” Meanwhile, our governor in Oregon gave us a heads up, that we should see an Omicron wave in 3 weeks. Talk about cutting it close. Sure, I can still get it and get sick. I just have a greater chanceContinue reading “11 Days to 2022: I Have No Holiday Spirit”

Surgical Destruction of the Past

INTRODUCTIONAnyone who has been reading my writings for a long time knows of my struggle with issues like rumination. Rumination is considered to be a “silent mental health issue.” For me, the past once ruled over everything. It was so powerful that the present looked horrible and the future appears to be unlivable. Nobody canContinue reading “Surgical Destruction of the Past”

A Word About Flying Monkeys, and More Details on My Narcissist Experiences

NOTE: I give a political example of Narcissism and Flying Monkeys early in this document. However, I get into other examples beyond that. This is NOT a political post. That said, when writing about Narcissists and Flying Monkeys, this particular event in American History is impossible to ignore. INTRODUCTIONIn the past, I have written aboutContinue reading “A Word About Flying Monkeys, and More Details on My Narcissist Experiences”

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